This Is Twice Now

I was sick and I'm still quite unwell, tell me it's you or nothing at all.

I just want to hold you and tell you I'm okay. But we both know I'd be lying.

Here's some truth nuggets though:

1) Bernice is a beautiful friend. She's good to talk to or even be quiet around. I want to explore with her and take photos more often. Plus, she buys me cheesecake, whats not to love.

2) You're a lovely boyfriend. I like your warmth and I like to kiss you. I like watching movies with you on your crappy DVD player and talking shit with you in the mornings. I like the way you look at me sometimes. I like making big platters of food we can't eat. I like how fiery you are in the kitchen. And as much as I scream and say I hate it, I like you tickling me. I'm so lucky to have you...

3) And I'm fucking it all up.